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I feel like the only reason she sticks around are for these damn rps.
I feel like she doesn’t trust me enough to call when she is down
I feel like I cant have bad days because I need to be there for her
I feel like Im going to just watch her slip away
I feel like yelling to the world, FUCKING DO IT. OFF YOURSELF! DON’T LET ME SIT HERE CONSTANTLY WORRYING THAT THIS IS GOING TO BE THE LAST DAY, THAT THIS IS THE LAST THING TO SEND YOU OVER THE EDGE. GO FUCKING DIE SO I CAN GET THE HURT FULL FORCE BUT KNOW YOUR AT PEACE.
I feel like my parents are expecting this out of me every single damn day.
I CANT DO THIS RIGHT NOW.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
IM SO UPSET AND FUCKING DEPRESSED IM NOT EVEN SURE WHAT IM WRITING.
These new blades dont fucking cut. They dont work. They dont work.
Im going back to the old ones. I cant do this.
Not when every fucking thing theve said is a LIE.
im not taking it anymore
im using my box cutter
im sick of being the useless one
more scars will be added tonight
and to think i tried giving it up
I think … I think im going to
it hurts to much
just one cant hurt right?
just one doesnt make me a failure right?
I want too
UGH i want to sleep.
push this away
burry it with the rest
but i cant
ithurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts
make it stop.
you were just trying to get rid of me weren’t you?
im a bother.
you cant talk to me
i break so easily
but i dont let it show
i wish i could talk to you the way i want to
but you would break
so I suck it up
take the punches
and i dont know what to do anymore
i want to sleep
put it all behind me
but i cant bring myself to stop
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